18 :: Alice
Right now I'm focusing on finding something. I'm not even sure what I'm looking for or whether or not it's in or outside of me. The insecurities are growing, and there's a change on the horizon. I do not encourage eating disorders or self-harm. To wish such a harmful habits on others is horrible.
Buying books is immensely comforting. Maybe I won’t read them immediately, but they make me feel so much better whenever I’m sad and blue. Just their presence, it’s like having more to look forward to.